i hate myself for loving you

I Hate Myself for Loving You
Midnight, gettin' uptight.
Where are you?
You said you'd meet me,
now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin'
but I'm still wantin' you.
Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town.
I turn my back and you're messin' around.
I'm not really jealous,
don't like lookin' like a clown.
I think of you ev'ry night and day.
You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can't break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you,
that's whyI hate myself for loving you .
Daylight, spent the night without you.
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do.
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through.
Hey, man, bet you can treat me right.
You just don't know what you was missin' last night.
I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite.
I hate myself for loving you .
I wanna walk but I run back to you,
that's whyI hate myself for loving you.
I hate myself for loving you.
Can't break free from the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you,
that's whyI hate myself for loving you .
I think of you ev'ry night and day.
You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can't break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you,
that's whyI hate myself for loving you .
I hate myself for loving you .
I hate myself for loving you .


这个世界真的令我有些失望……我用我的真心换取别人的欺骗吗？他说大方向上没有骗我，只是为了安抚她说了一些小谎，可是这也是欺骗，还是伤了我的心。但是我还是决定相信他，不管原因是什么，只是我确定他现在爱的是我。
我还爱他，可是我恨我自己这么爱他！